a fine line

So with too many things going on and not enough time to do them all I am sadly realizing my lack of dedication to the world of blogging. I thought that this would be a good way of keeping track of my important life events, and now I'm learning that if I can't remember all of the fun things that I've done this past year, I have bigger issues to worry about! Either way, with the automotive industry still struggling through a slump, work has hit a wall, I really do love my job, maybe entirely to much, as now I am afraid to go pursue any other avenues... ugh. My focus on my relationship with Christ has shifted somewhat as I now focus more and try to find the fine balance between Ryan, my family, friends and Church. It's a struggle everyday, one that I'm realizing may not be able to be done alone.

faith and direction...

Recently I've been fighting the whole education idea, and whether what I'm doing with school is the right thing? is it where God wants me right now and what if I'm not doing his will in my life? But then I got to thinking, why don't I just give up trying to figure out what it was that God wants me to do with my life, and stop worrying that I'm where he wants me. Because if I fully put my hope and trust in him like I should he will have me right where He wants me at that time. So now it's just the struggle of being content and happy with where I am.

I'm taking over....

Have I become overly technologically taxed?! First it was Xanga in 2002, then Myspace followed shortly around 2003-4 and then of course the great and powerful force of Facebook quickly took over my every waking moment through my first semester of college in 2006, after a few years of nothing more exciting than a few Facebook home page changes here and there I finally began "tweeting" on Twitter and now this...blog, this excuse for me to ramble on about everything and nothing at the same time, assuming that some sad soul will want to even read what I have to say! So here goes nothing!